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October 04 last goodbyeMy nana has said her final goodbye to my folks...my dad is a firm non believer in anything paranormal and thinks the only spirits are the ones you buy at a bar lol....but early this morning at 3am they both woke up and saw a pink flash at the bedroom window and within a couple of seconds the bathroom light came on,which is on a pull cord so cant possibly just turn on by itself.....my dad firmly believes it was my nans way of saying a final goodbye, so he is now doubting his own sceptisism...I would like to see my nan one last time or have some sort of sign because I loved her so much and would like to say goodbye again, didn't feel right just kissing her when she was laid to rest in the chapel....think I need to voice to her what I feel before I can move on....does that sound selfish? I hope it doesn't, it's just that it's going to be hard to go on with life without her in it and not having that last chance to tell her how much I love her and just how special she is to me October 03 finally overWell the day finally arrived and my nan has been laid to rest today bless her....think it was probably the hardest and longest day of my life...in fact it's been the longest and hardest 3weeks of my life!!!,we have all cried and laughed but most importantly remembered my nan for the fantastic woman that she is....I felt so lonely though as I was the only one in the chapel full of people who didn't have a partner to console her,at times ,like today, even I would have welcomed a fella to be with me so I also would have had a shoulder to cry on,but such is life and such is singledom eh? Weather was beautiful,flowers were amazing,priest was understanding and sympathetic and all my vast family got together under one roof without any bickering...so if blessings were to be had,we had a huge one bestowed upon us today,but at the end of the day my nan deserved the best send off possible and thats exactly what she got....God bless you nan,I'm going to miss you so much and see you again some day xxx September 15 sorryhiya everyone...sorry that ive not been around but had some bad news last thursday...my gorgeous 99 year old nan died....shes the lady who has always played a huge part in my life and im going 2 miss her dearly,she was in a care home at the time and the day before had fallen out of bed and broken her collar bone so think the fall was just too much 4 her to recover from as she died in her sleep the following morning...anyway thought id just try 2 explain my absence and the fact i may not be around much 4 couple of weeks...missing my friends on here xxx August 20 wingsTo love you may dream,
If it should leave,give it wings,
But if such a love is meant to be,
Hope is home and the heart is free... August 14 Trouble At Mill lolJust signed in for this evenings entertainment with my pc friends and I'm at a loss as all my settings are in some foreign language that I've never seen before,think it's sort of either Russian or Polish-y origin...but hey could be from anywhere as I'm not exactly a master of languages....for all I know it could be Welsh...that poke is for my friend Taylor hehe...anyway it consists of words like giris sayfasi,alaniniz,arkadaslar,diger and such like...tried exitting spaces and then logging back on but as soon as I go off spaces home page...back comes the foreign...suppose I could see it as a training excercise and learn a foreign language while chatting...but won't be any use to me as haven't a clue who would understaand the jargon....I'm well and truly stumped
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