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October 04 last goodbyeMy nana has said her final goodbye to my folks...my dad is a firm non believer in anything paranormal and thinks the only spirits are the ones you buy at a bar lol....but early this morning at 3am they both woke up and saw a pink flash at the bedroom window and within a couple of seconds the bathroom light came on,which is on a pull cord so cant possibly just turn on by itself.....my dad firmly believes it was my nans way of saying a final goodbye, so he is now doubting his own sceptisism...I would like to see my nan one last time or have some sort of sign because I loved her so much and would like to say goodbye again, didn't feel right just kissing her when she was laid to rest in the chapel....think I need to voice to her what I feel before I can move on....does that sound selfish? I hope it doesn't, it's just that it's going to be hard to go on with life without her in it and not having that last chance to tell her how much I love her and just how special she is to me October 03 finally overWell the day finally arrived and my nan has been laid to rest today bless her....think it was probably the hardest and longest day of my life...in fact it's been the longest and hardest 3weeks of my life!!!,we have all cried and laughed but most importantly remembered my nan for the fantastic woman that she is....I felt so lonely though as I was the only one in the chapel full of people who didn't have a partner to console her,at times ,like today, even I would have welcomed a fella to be with me so I also would have had a shoulder to cry on,but such is life and such is singledom eh? Weather was beautiful,flowers were amazing,priest was understanding and sympathetic and all my vast family got together under one roof without any bickering...so if blessings were to be had,we had a huge one bestowed upon us today,but at the end of the day my nan deserved the best send off possible and thats exactly what she got....God bless you nan,I'm going to miss you so much and see you again some day xxx September 15 sorryhiya everyone...sorry that ive not been around but had some bad news last thursday...my gorgeous 99 year old nan died....shes the lady who has always played a huge part in my life and im going 2 miss her dearly,she was in a care home at the time and the day before had fallen out of bed and broken her collar bone so think the fall was just too much 4 her to recover from as she died in her sleep the following morning...anyway thought id just try 2 explain my absence and the fact i may not be around much 4 couple of weeks...missing my friends on here xxx August 20 wingsTo love you may dream,
If it should leave,give it wings,
But if such a love is meant to be,
Hope is home and the heart is free... August 14 Trouble At Mill lolJust signed in for this evenings entertainment with my pc friends and I'm at a loss as all my settings are in some foreign language that I've never seen before,think it's sort of either Russian or Polish-y origin...but hey could be from anywhere as I'm not exactly a master of languages....for all I know it could be Welsh...that poke is for my friend Taylor hehe...anyway it consists of words like giris sayfasi,alaniniz,arkadaslar,diger and such like...tried exitting spaces and then logging back on but as soon as I go off spaces home page...back comes the foreign...suppose I could see it as a training excercise and learn a foreign language while chatting...but won't be any use to me as haven't a clue who would understaand the jargon....I'm well and truly stumped  hopefully it's just a minor glitch that will sort itself out...or is it more signs from the paranormal peeps still having a grievance with me for sharing those pics earlier this week as everything that could have gone wrong with my pc has gone wrong since then...oh well such is life eh? I'll just have to work around it lolNot So DifferentI laugh,I love,I hope,I try
I hurt,I need,I fear,i cry,
I know you do the same things too,
We're not so different me and you !! August 11 Paranormal...more like paranoiaTell you what...since I added those paranormal pics yesterday,my pc has done nothing but play up...it decided to go into 'I'm not going to work for you' mode last night...I know it's probably just coincidence but it bugged me none the less when I was unable to chat with anyone as my pc took on a life of it's own lol...had great night out Saturday,again stayed sober but thats better because you don't wake up ewith a fluffy head the next day...I'm quite lucky I suppose as I don't do hangovers...and that is something I'm most grateful of...
Was good to have bit of feedback about my 'ghostly' album,I love anything even slightly unexplainable,and some stories I have since been told,certainly made me open my eyes...I've always believed in there being something out there and have even caught pictures of a couple of 'ghosts' at my house and quite often get 'visitors' but most people just think I'm loopy lol....From little old lady standing in the kitchen and scaring my daughter who only went in for a bag of crisps,to the young blonde man laying over me in bed(and I was 100% awake) we have had our fair share of happenings here,I shall have to write about some more on here at another date,but anyone who wants to share any spooky stories with me,I'd be more than happy to listen to them...oh its all fun isn't it?! Anyway have a good week everyone...how fast these weeks are flying by,it'll be christmas again in the blink of an eye hehe x August 08 its raining,its pouringwell if my attic hasnt leaked after the rain we have had in Wolves today,it never will....and guess what....still dry wahoo...So Cliff Nicholls I hope your roof collapses on you house...and you do the job yourself and then you will realise just how crap you are!!!! Anyway people...enough said about him....hope all my friends are well...and if there is anyone who has sent me a message and hasn't had a reply...I'm sorry,not intentional,just had lot on my plate,but I'm back now and daft as ever,so hold onto your hats and get ready for me...hurricane su lol...I have made a couple of real good friends since I started on here a couple of weeks ago...they know who they are...one in particular is like my rock and listens to all my problems even though I probably bore him rigid...thank you chucky egg...anyhows that'll do for now...I know the longer the blog the less people want to read them....warbling again hehe...catch you tomorrow xx August 05 WatertightAnd we've had rain today and lot of it and the roof has been good as gold so I'm a happy bunny  From A FriendI was alone thinking I was just fine,wasn't looking for anyone to be mine
I thought that love was just a fabrication.a train that wouldn't stop at my station
Home alone,that was my consignment,solitary confinement
So when we met,I was getting round you,
I didn't know I was looking for love....until I found you August 02 yippee doo dahyeah...my roof is now watertight again and the darling evn sorted out my front bay window sill for nothing....see what a difference a decent workman makes...I'm smiling again now and intend to smile even more during the next big downpour hehe...so Mr Nicholls you can stick your scaffolding where the sun don't shine...of on a night out tonight to celebrate,can't really afford it but think I deserve a drink after my week lol...hope every one is having a great weekend and if you are out tonight have fun and be careful xx July 31 It's Blind Date TimeGot a friend who is in need of a lass...so I thought I'd make an appeal for him...his names Phil and he's a fellow Wolverhamptoner,35,dark hair,blue eyes,athletic,self employed etc etc etc...He's a great bloke and a right laugh and it's such a waste that he's on his own so come on girl's let's get him some offers,but the closer to the Wolvo area the better..lets put a smile on this lovely man's face xx July 30 New StartGot someone else coming out Friday to sort my roof out and I've told him he can take the scaffolding too so two problems solved in one and I'll just cross Mr Nicholl's bridge when it comes to it...that's if he wants to take me for stealing his stuff!!! Had two police standing at my door today too...thought I'd been set up by the man himself but turns out my daughter witnessed some kids breaking into the local school and they just wanted some information...a did breathe a slight sigh of relief I'm telling you hehe. Taking my eldest daughter for lunch tomorrow in Birmingham just to tell her I love her and because she has been worried about me over all this roof tripe...and again I must say thank you to everyone for their help and suggestions on how to hit Cliff Nicholls just where it hurts so watch this space...This is going to be my new start and I'm going to think positive because yesterday I went out with my brother to Shrewsbury for a couple of hours and while we were in Percy Throwers gardens there...we passed some benches...the only 1 I looked at out of possibly 30 or so was dedicated to a Betty Phillips which just happens to be my aunties name who passed away 28yrs or so ago....so I am taking that as a sign from her to say things are going to start looking up from now on....Much love to everyone of my friends on spaces and those who take the time to read my blogs xxx July 29 Cliff Nicholl's...Hell in a Nutshell!!!Thank you to everyone who commented on my last blog...quick update on the Cliff Nicholls case though....i have sent an email to the trading standards and local papers so hopefully it might stop anyone else getting sucked in by him...as for the man himself...he didnt turn up today as he had promised and when I called him he basically told me he couldnt be bothered and that should I report him that I would 'be seeing him!' Even if I could afford to talke him to court,it would be pointless as he would do what he has done in the past and change the name he is trading under and so get away with it....as for the scaffolding,he is well within his rights to gain access to my property if im not in to retrieve his stuff....so the horrible man really has got me by the short and curlies...on a lighter note,at least it hasn't rained so much today,and I've stopped crying now lol x Changes!!!looks like our good weather in wolverhampton has ended...weve had fantastic thunderstorms and really heavy rain and the air is a lot cooler so should sleep better tonight...worse thing about it is that 18months ago I paid a grand to a local roofer to refelt a dormer window on the back of my house...it came with a 10year guarantee...only the roof never stopped leaking and has soaked through the loft which just happens to be my sons bedroom and through into my two daughters bedrooms underneath so all needs replastering and redecorating now and their inbuilt wardrobes are full of mould because of it so will have to be ripped out too...since the scaffolding was erected 18months ago,he never came to finish the shoddy job or take down the scaffolding that covers the entire back of my house....and im so used to it being there now that I automatically duck whenever I go through a patio door lol...well you can imagine how I felt when I noticed today that the bit of felt that they had managed to put down,had lifted off and so exposing the uncovered wooden top to the dormer window....and then the heavens opened almost on cue....the rain has now gone through my sons newly painted attic bedroom roof and we have the same problem all over again....hopefully no-one else will be as daft as me and employ Cliff Nicholls of Wolverhampton to carry out any roof repairs....now I have the really hard job of trying to get hold of him to sort out his mess.....what a crap day !!!! July 27 I'm back heheknew I would be tempting fate by writing about the weather...no I didn't possess the power to bring on a snow storm or a typhoon...but been ill with either a cold or hayfever since I added my blog...how's that for putting my foot in it lol...so although we are still enjoying the lush heat...I have hardly been out in it  I did however get to go out last night for a drink in Wolverhampton and god it felt good 2 down a couple of ice cold carlings...worked wonders for my sore throat....so today I'm feeling fresh as a daisy and it's good to be back on here without my sore eyes preventing me....well thats enough of my wittering for now....enjoy the weather folks  July 25 Hot,Hot,HotHow fantastic has the weather been...just hope I am not tempting fate now by mentioning it lol...trouble is when it's nice...you feel oblidged to do silly things ,like cleaning windows and gardening more than you normally would...which is all well and good until you discover that you have a suntan that resembles a moth-eaten patchwork quilt...remember the summer hols of old though....6wks of constant,blistering sun,oh to have those back...but then how many more people would you have to tollerate saying that they are 'too hot' you know what British weather...you just can't win!!!! July 08 sorrysorry everyone but i was told by spaces that i had to remove the 'one for the ladies' and 'one for the lads' albums as they found it unacceptable...so if anyone else has any sort of artistic pics up as mine were,i should remove them please x July 03 Talking about Interesting...
Quote Interesting... June 29 Getting The Hang Of ItWell even though i still haven't been able to work out how to get the music playing when you visit my site...I'm pretty proud of myself...I've added a few more modules now that I think may be of interest to most of my visitors. You can listen to my music if you click on the songs on my music list at the base of my page and I'll also add any requests lol...well within reason  so all I can say now is enjoy,please keep coming back as I shall keep updating as much as possible and I love the comments so far so keep them coming in please xxx |
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