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October 04

My nana has said her final goodbye to my folks...my dad is a firm non believer in anything paranormal and thinks the only spirits are the ones you buy at a bar lol....but early this morning at 3am they both woke up and saw a pink flash at the bedroom window and within a couple of seconds the bathroom light came on,which is on a pull cord so cant possibly just turn on by itself.....my dad firmly believes it was my nans way of saying a final goodbye, so he is now doubting his own sceptisism...I would like to see my nan one last time or have some sort of sign because I loved her so much and would like to say goodbye again, didn't feel right just kissing her when she was laid to rest in the chapel....think I need to voice to her what I feel before I can move on....does that sound selfish? I hope it doesn't, it's just that it's going to be hard to go on with life without her in it and not having that last chance to tell her how much I love her and just how special she is to me

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	Drew Hunterwrote: i already told you lol she'll send u a sign,but only when she knows the time is right,so for now just be patient dRew xx Oct. 9
	simon boultonwrote: I'm sure she now knows exactly how much you loved her and still love her. As for re-adjusting your Dad's beliefs.... what a way to do it!! Bless her. Si. Oct. 5
	paul dixonwrote: Hey hun its Paul....read your blog thing and know its hard...i lost my dad at 12...but i alawys rememeberd him for the good things he did ans the fact he led a rich life and gave joy and friendship to many. Never forget his funral...most people there i never met or have since but they all cried and missed him, and remember thinking i hope i touch that many people when i go...thinking of you...Paul.xxxx Oct. 4
	peterwrote: Hi Su this is a very heart felt blog, and i would like to say what my thought are on the subject if i may, first you are not selfish it is human nature to feel that way, and as your last good bye you can just say it now because your nana spirit is around you and all her loved ones, so what i believe is where ever you are she can hear and feel you,and know how you felt about her love from eter xxx Oct. 4
	Hayley Sarahwrote: Hey sweetie - so sorry to hear about your gran. H x Oct. 4

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